Oh my goodness. I never thought I’d be able to feel this way. That I want him around me all the time. That I want to travel the world only with me. That I want to live with him. That I want to give him everything I can. That I want him to be mine forever. And ever.
So I’ve been longing for time to go. So that he can understand how much he likes me. How much he loves me. And I love how time flies. How fast it goes by without even noticing. Because all of a sudden you realize that you are ready. Just like that, out of the blue. And it feels better and better for each day that passes by. I wish I could give him all the feelings that are inside of me. But I can’t put words on what he does to me.
He moves me.
Oh my god. This is a living hell. Having to leave each
other. I know I will see him tomorrow. But my heart aches. I don’t
want him to go home. I want him to stay here with me. And I’m
crying like a baby because I love him so much. He’s perfection.
He’s the best thing ever happened to me. He’s the one I wanna
travel with. He’s the one I wanna wake up beside every morning.
Thank God he’s mine.
It’s been 214 days today.
Since we first decided to give it a go.
Since our hands were closely wrapped together in the graveyard.
Since we looked at each other and thought that this might work.
Since we realized that we had something special.
Since we decided the trip we’re suppose to make.
Since…
I fell madly in love with you.
I guess life changes quickly. One day you love deeply. One day you don’t. One day you find yourself not being able to live without this person. And one day you wake up with anxiety over being with her. I guess you felt the same with this girl. I don’t know. But I’m pretty sure it was that way. I feel for her. For you too, beacuse I know how bad you felt. How much you wish you didn’t have to make that decision.
Eventually.
You will find her.
I’ve found him already.
And I’m happy.
So freaking fantastic happy.
Missing is a good thing, it makes you appreciate your partner so much more. It brings out your deepest feelings. You soon realize that being without your partner forever would be a living hell.
- I miss your smell.
- I miss your lips.
It dosen’t matter what he does or says, he will always be the one whom i wanna talk to, the one i can get really mad at, the one who kisses me like a god, the one who smells like home, the one my heart is longing for when he’s not around,
The one…
… I love.
Even though you might be a lonely soul now you’ll probably find your true love someday. Hopefully within reasonable time.
We haven’t had the time to talk. In weeks. Maybe months. Things are always coming in between.
I wish for a long day trip to the woods so we kan find peace again.
